Jamie liked

Jamie liked by eleaitamae featuring a black chain necklace

Untitled #14

Untitled #14 by eleaitamae featuring a white faux fur vest

Untitled #13

Untitled #13 by eleaitamae featuring black earrings

Summer Look

Summer Look by eleaitamae featuring flat shoes

20 Questons I want to ask Myself?

1. What questions should i be asking myself?
How can I change my lifewith out hurting, dissappointing others. How doi change things and recreate the person. I feel like it would be agood change.

2. Is what I want tobe doing?
Yes I want to be in different industry and change everything.

Top Products for Jul 20th, 2013

Top Products for Jul 20th, 2013 by polyvore on polyvore.com

Hmm

I keep thinking about what or who I really want. I want happiness, love, and connection. I don't want to force people to fall for me.

Thoughts

I am trying to be positive about my grandma and I keep thinking about my family. It's hard to see her getting weak. But the connection I have is still there and I love her and will miss her. I am trying to cherish the moment I have with her. They say today she did not say anything and then they say that did not want to take her meds.
Thinking

Kindergarten Volunteer Day 2

Today was  Wacky-Wednesday Which means they got to wear what ever they wanted and not match. But I walked in to a sub,I seen a hole new sign. I remember being in school and there being a sub and kids going crazy.But it was an older lady and we had to listen. But some how she knew my mom by the time she got to know me. So I had sit there and fly right if you knew what I mean.

But this sub was an ex-teacher she tells me and that during the cuts she decided  to be a stay home mom and then decided to come back and be floating sub.Pretty smart Idea.I was impressed. Inspired again.

Then the teacher came back and taught the children

Kindergarten Volunteer Day One

My sister came up with the wise and smart idea that i should volunteer my time instead of being at star bucks everyday. So, I decided to volunteer in my nephew classroom. He teacher Gladly accepted me. Jeremiah had to introduce me to his class. As an Auntie and the children has to ask me questions. It felt good to tell children about yourself. Interesting questions to say the least.

1. what school did go to?

2. did you go to Kindergarten?

3. Job?

yada. But Then there is this child name Horiad. He is-very bright just not challenged enough I would say. so She had me to a game with him. I did numbers,letters, and played blocks and bean bags and other things to keep him interested until he ran out of gas. He ran out alright and was jumping on the table. I said okay. and  took him back to class. and then we did another break out session and other activities with the other children. 

Then, We waited until Isaiah got of school. and then too a nature walk to the skate park and waited for Sister to come and went home. 

Thinking

My sisters mom went into rehab three months ago. And she felt lonely today and decided to drink. I feel sorry for her and i don't get how you can drink your life away.

Blog Entry I wrote

Jamie Eleaita Mae Lindsay

What is Your Utter Beauty?

Honestly, it took me one year to discover what my inner beauty was. I used to date/find people that would use me and hurt me as a person and that would bring myself down. Then a positive person came into my life and life my life and told me I am better than that. I am 33 years old, I am beautiful person and I love my family and friends. Recent events in my life I thought it was all over. Two years ago, lost my Mom and Best friend. But I learned that I have a great support system and  have a wonderful family.

Faith

I been attending Women Of Faith for Past 5 years. I learned  that faith andbeing positive is important to my life. I have  learned how to be A women  of faith through Gods Eyes and how to lead by him.

Family

This means everything to me. I could not ask for anything more to me in the past years than anything.  So then I started getting involved with events to keeps the family reunion. It was nice reminded you of people you have not seen in years or only seen when you were a baby. And they remember you when you were a baby. Summer BBQ was this year that was 100 family members. Lindsay/Lindsey Thanksgiving was a wonderful event to show the elders how much you care and love them.

People Person

I love surrounding myself with good people that I can learn with and grow.  My friends are people I have had for years and years. While I was working I turned many customers into my family and friends; keep in touch with them now.

I am person that is growing  into a better person each and every day. I am happy where I am going, “ 2013, Life them: I’m giving myself permission to change.”