Hmm

I keep thinking about what or who I really want. I want happiness, love, and connection. I don't want to force people to fall for me.

Thoughts

I am trying to be positive about my grandma and I keep thinking about my family. It's hard to see her getting weak. But the connection I have is still there and I love her and will miss her. I am trying to cherish the moment I have with her. They say today she did not say anything and then they say that did not want to take her meds.
Thinking